new xanga, nish_wish_if_only

I wanted a fairytale......

Welcome to reality Nishel

"In Faith, they sought him. With love, they worshipped him."

He who scorns instruction will pay for it, but he who respects a command is rewarded  proverbs 13:13

Every prudent man acts out of knowledge, but a fool exposes his folly proverbs 13:16

A wicked messager falls into trouble, but a trustworthy envoy brings healing proverbs 13:17

He who ignores discipline comes to poverty and shame, but whoever heeds correction is honored    proverbs13:18

Stay away from a foolish man, for you will not find knowledge on his lips  proverbs 14:7

boo whoo, not! yay I'm happy!!

haha

anyways I hate grandville I wish I could change

all the sudden everyone is like against me or something

expect for, shrea, aub, adn hmm lets think, no one else, I just want to get out of this torture adn move on to bigger and better, like college, no one I know, get to start over new! yay I can't wait!

so I was having fun listening to a bunch of music and I picked out a few things I like

Verse: 2]
Everytime I be up at the spot, chilling with my crew
We'll be hanging out, get in a little late
You start bugging out
I dont think it's fair
You don't like the clothes I wear
How I do my hair
I don't really care
But it's not for you
And I aint got nothin' to prove
There cant be any us, if there can't be any trust
Nothin' to discuss, no doubt
I'm not that kinda girl to let you play me out

[Chorus:]
I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go bar-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl
I need to know how you roll
And how you get down low
Drop my money in the bank
Take me home and meet your mama
Can you handle that?
Cuz I'm that kinda girl
I'm that kinda girl

I've been waiting all day here for you babe
so won't you come sit and talk to me
and tell me how we're gonna be together always
i hope you know that when it's late at night
I hold on to my pillow tight
and think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone) could make me feel this way
(now that you're here boy all I want) is just a chance to say

get out (leave) right now
it's the end of you and me
it's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
cause I know, about her (move)
and I wonder (why)
how I bought all the lies
you said that you would treat me right
but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)


tell me why you're looking so confused
when I'm the one who didn't know the truth
how could you ever be so cold?
to go behind my back and call my friend
boy you must've gone and bumped your head
because you left her number on your phone
(so now after all is said and done)
maybe I'm the one to blame but
(to think that you could be the one)
well it didn't work out that way

well thats enough for now lol I love these songs but they don't haev them on xanga music or I would put them on here, lol

lots of love for everyone, Nish